My name is Cessy!! actually it's Princess and yes, that is my actual name. For a long time, I felt awkward about it so I used nicknames such as: Pmae or Prinny. The name Princess sounded less like a real person's name and more like something pulled straight out of a fairy tale. Growing up, I have alwayss wondered why my parents chose it and why I couldn't have been given something more ordinary. Over time, though, it's unusual I've realized that a name only feels strange until it becomes part of your identity. But Princess is too long so I came up with a nickname myself "Cessy" and I prefer people calling me that
Too much for that, this is my lore. Not exactly my full lore but basics in knowing me. It might not be as interesting or dramatic as other people but as Marcus Aurelius wrote, "The soul becomes dyed with the color of its thoughts." This is the color of mine.
Since I was a child I have always been curious and had an imagination that rarely stayed in one place for so long. I never needed a practical reason to learn things. If something captured my attention, I wanted to know everything about it. That habit followed me into my teenage years and became one of the most consistent parts of who I am.
As I got older, the internet became both a blessing and a curse. I enjoy learning things simply because knowledge itself is interesting. Music also became another important part of my life. Certain songs instantly transport me back to specific times. Sometimes I revisit old songs just to remember who I was when I first loved them. In that way, music has become a kind of time machine.
Personality-wise, I tend to spend a lot of time inside my own thoughts. I spent most of my time online, in social media, websites and community forums. Outside my Internet identity I may appear quiet from alot of people or even shy at other. My mind is usually occupied with tons questions and observations or whatever topic currently has my attention. I value authenticity alot.
One thing about me is that I seem to collect interests rather than hobbies. Instead of mastering one thing I obsess with many things. People call that a jack of all trades and I am no doubt guilty of that. I had so many interests. Some interests stay for years, while others arrive unexpectedly and consume my attention for a few weeks before making room for the next fascination. Either way, I enjoy the process of discovering something new and exploring it as deeply as possible.
This website is essentially a collection of those things. This is my small corner of the internet dedicated to my: interests/thoughts/discoveries/ favorite media/random facts/ personal projects/ whatever currently occupies my mind. Simply a place where I can leave pieces of myself behind.
If you're reading this, hello :), you're looking at a snapshot of who I am right now. I'm still a teenage girl somewhere between childhood and adulthood, trying to understand myself and the world around me. Nothing here is permanent since interests change and people grow. This website will likely change alongside me. For now, though, these pages contain the things I love, the things I think about, and the things I want to remember.
♡ take me back home ♡